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Archive for November, 2007


He who inspired us.

Today I woke up with aching calves and my head was spinning like crazy. No, I didn’t go clubbing; I was actually helping out my brother in-law (ALONG) moving into his dream house. I call it a dream house because they (my bro & sis IL) build their dream around owning this particular house.  Yeah you can say they work their ass off  prior to owning what they now can call as their own home sweet home. They just got a new addition to their family, Mohammad Haziq Nazmi and I am so sure they couldn’t ask for more. They are living their dreams, a pair of kids and residing at a beautiful house and they are only 32.

We reached Bukit Mahkota at around 10am. My kaypochi aunt who’s babysitting Haziq eagerly welcome the both of us. "Banyak benda nak buat nih Bang Teh" (that’s how my IL fondly address us, Bang Teh & Kak Teh) True enough, the house was literally in a mess. My hubby and I including another brother IL of mine (he’s fondly called by his niece as Uncle Razif, hey how come I can’t be call as aunty Riena?? Tak best, tak best) worked non-stop. We gather the things according to the functions, types and needs. We vacuumed, mopped, assembled, dismembered, hung the drapes, drilled, you name it, we were working it! It felt like my favourite TV Show ‘While You Were Out’. Surprisingly I discovered my newly passion for power tools and I that I could actually assemble a queen-size bed. My hubby is so proud of me at least now I can prove myself as the functional housewife. And I can do basic plumbing too…

After for about 14 hours sweating our butts off, it was time to go back. And being a true blue Malay with a very good upbringing, Along couldn’t help but to give us token of appreciation in a form of money, and I’m talking about inappropriate amount of money. We knew straight away that we didn’t deserve it (in Malay culture we must try our best to decline the offering as it was a sign of asking for repayment for what we have done) My hubby refused the gesture and who Along targeted next? Me of course! For a while it looked as if Along and I were playing cat and mouse as I was frantically running all over the place and clutched my tote as hard as I could just to ensure the ‘upah‘ won’t get anywhere near me. Then he stopped, his face totally changed. He looked furious and less than impress. The house was dead silent just the way it was when we first got in. Then my sis IL butt in, "Na, ambik cepat. Nanti Along marah." And as if it was a reflex, my right hand retrieved the ‘sampul Raya‘ from his hand, and quickly said Thank You. I felt horrendous.  It did not feel right. While the chase was on my hubby had walked to the car (I think that’s his version to escape the gesture) Right after I accepted the gesture the house was automatically enlightened. My niece continued her  laughter seeing her chubby aunt being chased by her daddy. My aunt could not help but to giggle and my sis IL continued to breast-feed Haziq while murmuring, "Susah nye nak bagi duit". I, on the other hand felt that I’ve morphed into the smallest rat, deservingly caught in trap lured by a small chunk of cheese. I hate myself for doing what I just did. But I had too. That’s the uniqueness of the Malay tradition. You must, at all cost try your best not to offend anyone especially in the offerings department.

Now, if money is never a concern why don’t he just hire some guys to help him out. They will be more than glad to accept the money. Instead, Along preferred his brothers to be around, that he’s willing to fork out any amount of money as long as the benefit goes to his own flesh and blood. This is not the first time Along had done good things to his family members and even strangers (he bought a bunch of satay for the street kids once). I bet on my hubby’s side anyone who is in need will think of Along. I guess good karma is catching up on him and his wife. And hats off to Along for putting other people’s need beyond his own. I am aspired to be the eldest that my sisters look up to. I want to be able to share with them a good life and a family that they can rely on. And I’m glad that I get to see how Along did it. My husband must have been so proud to have a big brother like him. And now I understand why when it comes to Along, Mama and Abah (my parents IL) are never in doubt.

My journey back home was a quiet one. I think hubby was a little embarrassed that I took the money or simply we were both exhausted. What a day.

As I’m writing off, guess where I’m heading later on?
To get baby Haziq a denim jacket by BabyGAP or perhaps something from Pumpkin Patch, using the ‘upah‘ that I got last night from his daddy dearest. Gap_1

Hey you know what they say, what goes around comes around.  

Till then peeps.

Jon & Kate plus 8

Jon_kate_1I don’t know if any of my friends are watching this show over the Discovery & Health Channel (733). Watching Jon & Kate raising their 8 children (a pair of twin + sextuplets) makes me think anything is possible should you have unconditional love within you. Most married couple told me that children don’t fix marriage instead they will put pressure as they equal to additional responsibility. Judging from Jon & Kate’s struggle, I couldn’t agree more. However, I find it weird that the more tension I witness between those two, the more desirable it is to have children of my own because I shall have lots of love for them, (financial status aside) and I’m talking about having four.
Yes four adorable kids of my own and InsyaAllah by next year I’ll begin popping each in the oven. Pray for me.

Anyway, I have stumbled upon a few good songs over the break. I’ve been selecting songs for my imaginary iPod Touch. (Ouch) At the moment I’m all cuckoo over Fergie’s latest album Dutchess as well as Natasha Bedingfield’s Soulmate (featured on my profile) & Love Like This. And just yesterday I watched (accidentally you may say) Alicia Key’s latest vclip; Like You’ll Never See again. Listen to it, watch the vclip and you shall know why am head over heels over this song. Here’s the lyrics:-
(Wow, I actually forgot how good it feels to be able to blog…)

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it

That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold eh?
Am looking forward to my sis’s end of the year trip.
Did I tell you I won something on 8tv Quickie last night?

Till then. Drew.