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Archive for July, 2006


SITI & KHALID JIWA buat I sakit jiwa. Tolonglah!!

I did something really stupid today. Only Anis & Mr. McDreamy know what it was.
So as Siti Nurhaliza. The cupid that was assigned for her screwed up big time.
No one can ruin my day like Siti did. Why? Why someone’s husband? She is no better than those celebs who proudly snatched a wife’s hapiness. Didn’t anyone tell her that married men are off limits?? Or she’d rather gladly adding herself to the statistics?

"Saya nak berkongsi dengan semua, apa yang menyebabkan Siti memilih Dato’ Khalid adalah kerana kasih sayang dia pada anak-anak. Siti kagum"

Oh Crap! Who’d fall for that? I’d acquiesce if the kids are still toddlers but 19!!? She’s probably demonized. The only person who’d have the best laugh would be Dato’ Sh.Aini. Org Sarawak madah, "Dibelaknya mata!"

Whatever it is, I can’t bring myself to offer any blessings simply because I feel disgust for Khalid.He seems arrogant and his smile makes me sick to my stomache! Yuck! And it’s truly sad knowing someone who’s being very careful with her reputation resorts to engage with a married man. Pathetic! Total eclipse of the heart.

I have lost the sense of admiration that I’ve nurtured just recently. Her poster is definitely coming off of my wall. Be it signed or sealed with love… Siti, you’re such a disgrace.So much for a so-called-secret, it’d have brightened everyone’s day if the groom is Dr. Fazley. Dr. Fazley, too bad you’re a month too late. Too bad.

Anyway, Selamat Pengantin Baru Siti. Pandai2 lah bawak diri.

TLC: Sabrina.

Where Do Broken Hearts Go?

Not a great weekend.

Although I bumped into Siti Nurhaliza in KLCC, the highlight of my weekend was snatched from me due to something I’ve accidentally lost. Or should I say mysteriously lost?…

This STUPID-although-reliable-and-trustworthy notebook was under repair when the whole thing occured. As I reboot, I’ve discovered that I lost folders of great photos. I’m talking about special moments that are captured. Kak Ieda’s delivery, my trip to Taiping Zoo, my microteaching, and yes… even the ones with Siti Nurhaliza. Just great huh? You tell me.
I was truly mad I’ve thrown an unbelievable bi*ch fit by tossing away my dustbin against the wall. Mr.Mcdreamy thinks I’m making a big deal out of this. How can I not??
I hate it when I lost my stuff, especially those that are dear to my heart.
And I hate it when technology fools you. Things would be easier if these moments were in film negatives. I can always redevelop. With DGcam, no matter how high the mpixel is, once it’s lost, it’s forever…

I will be heart-wrenched till the end of the month. I hate myself.
TLC: Sabrina

Survival of the fittest? Maybe…

‘A New Beginning’ as Dianne puts it. For me, it’s more to "Boy, did I survive??" The last semester was well spent. And it was all worth it.

The day has come for me to confront one of my greatest fear in life, Dr. Ed.

Dear Marina started teasing me; "Kak riena, kat depan ni banyak lagi kosong…"

I noticed that he’s a bit ‘berisi’, probably he’s just like the rest of us ya? Makan tido makan tido je over the holidays… The moment he walked in my heart was palpitating like crazy. The room was airconditioned alright, but I swear there’s a drop of sweat rolling down at the side of my face! I almost pass out. Surprisingly it went just fine. He pulled a few jokes; probably he sensed some tense reaction among us. I, on the other hand, got no courage or whatsoever to look at him. The voice is enough to send a chill down my spine. Boy, did I survive…

It’s great meeting those familiar faces. Kak Ida has managed to get her ‘mengancam’ figure back. Sion turned up like an actress from Star Trek. She looks cute with that fringe, I must admit.Nora gets her hair done too; Keira Knightley’s style. Anis & Fety still laugh at my silly jokes and we’re still seat-buddies.Fety is all geared-up simply because Italy won the World Cup. Unlike most of us in campus, I’m pretty sure Zidane woke up at the wrong side of bed prior to the final match.(My sympathy goes out to you Zidane, whole-heartedly.) Zaza is more Chinese-sey than she can ever be. I love Hui’s new haircolour. Newlyweds lah katakan, glowing je. And don’t you just love Dr.Jaya and his antics??

Most of my comrades shouldered new bags. There’s a pink one, a peach one, a blue one, ones from converse, from Tropicana… and parades of new shoes as well!! I truly miss these people! Even Puan Jue stylishly carried a brand new ‘Coach’. That’s an inspiration in disguise.

I didn’t turn up in anything brand new. The only thing that’s new would have to be my confidence and resolution. No, not to lose weight but to scrap off the traits of a procrastinator. And trying my very best to overcome the fear of Dr. Ed. That, I need your endless support.

Last Sunday Mr.Mcdreamy and I ‘monorailed’ to Low Yat. He anticipated a massive traffic jam due to the World Cup finals fiesta held at BJT. However the traffic was fine but we didn’t regret that trip afterall. Felt so liberated you know, being able to hug your loved ones closely in public when you’re married! Cool! Mr.McDreamy went crazy at Low Yat he almost purchased something that he might regret. Good thing I talked some sense into him, or else there goes my M.A.C allowance. Huhuhu..

So far I’m handling the beginning quite well. I truly hope it’s a smooth sailing throughout the semester. Yes, there will be overlapping assignments; but I recall a friend told me: "We must be optimistic in everything we do" I guess I’m gonna hold on to that sayings for the meantime. Puan Jue also emphasized something today,"Being alive is in fact all about the survival of the fittest" I think I’m not close to being ‘healthy’, let alone being fit. So I leave that sayings to the participants of ‘Survivor’ or perhaps, ‘America’s Next Top Model’ season 5.

Frankly, my mind is not really set on scoring my papers just yet. What have been frittering away on my mind is ……………………………

"WHEN IS SITI NURHALIZA & DATO’ K GONNA TIE THE KNOT???"

Go figure.Ct1 

TLC: Sabrina.