DEPRESSION at its best…
As i woke up this morning, i just realized how traumatized a person could be… so, this is what we call aftershock… (oh no, don’t get me wrong, i did not go clubbing). Am actually recovering from last nite ‘dinner’ (supposedly calming n indulging in great feast, naahhh), still have dat bad taste of mutton in my mouth! need not mention wat dinner it was… indeed it was an eye opener..(Paralyzed!!!) Guess the only thing that i recalled best about last nite was Albert’s rendition of "Flying Without Wings", after like ages i didn’t hear that song,thanks to Albert (my senior) it was d calming factor 4d nite. And boy, was i amazed on how gorgeous looking Dr Jee is… She looks great in pink kebaya, in fact the best dressed award should have been given to her, guys u agree with me on this rite?
I must admit that this week is the roughest week ever. Got involved in a misunderstanding with my girlfriends. I believe i don’t have 2 explain myself though cuz i know am not in d position where my throat is in d noose… anyway, am extremely depressed over d reality dat am not able to attend micelt due to financial reason. i was so eager in the first place and now i feel so nauseous when everyone starts talking about it. as if there’s no better thing to talk about! and what sadden me d most was none of my so called buddies actually come forward and offer 2 cheap in, instead this so called buddy has extra ‘fund’ for beloved seniors…(sigh, i don’t recall seniors helping you in doing your assignment or on your blog response, in short term, saving your a**…) anyway i believe what comes around goes around. once a friend told me, there will be a time when u feel so worn out in a friendship that u feel u wanna quit it, just like u want a break up from your boyfriend… i believe i’m in d vertigo of this… still considering though cause i love coming to class and i don’t need this crap sh** to hinder my enthusiasm…am over it anyway.
Another bad news was d departure of my friend’s grandpa. i managed to collect a lil’ donation for her family, she seems lost, not til last friday when she responded eagerly to Pn Ju. Speaking of friday, everyone’s jaw dropped when one of my classmate brought her beau into d classroom, thank god he’s good to look at, if not, am sure my other classmates would have rebelled…heheheee… that’s not bad news though, just 2 set d record straight…yeah, i mean he’s a pleasant sight.
Prior to dinner reception, i got my zits poppin out like popcorn due to last minute commands ( i’d say selfish needs) from [i need not mention]…n some of my friends had been updating me with juicy gossips on how idiotic+cunning a person can be. For those of you who r reading this;when you’re involved in organizing an event; please, next time get organized n delegate wisely. make sure d ones dat u appointed r in the know of what you’re up to. not do things your way 1st, got into a deep sh** then drag everyone else with you… na aah, that’s not how you do it. that’s big time hog!
Back to last nite’s event… it was not all cake frosting to begin with as Anis n i were coercively assumed our earliest arrival meant ‘get to work’… d both of us ended up doing things which were specifically assigned to someone (and this someone clearly needs a great slap on the face 4 acting like a jacka**) as if that’s not enough 2 spoil our mood,(anis gave up earlier while i still maintain my composure..) my ushers were acting like they own this world and busy snapping pictures when they’re supposed to be on the look out for VIPs! Thanks to faiz & amy, u guys were good. job well done.then i got scolded 4 not properly reserving tables 4 performers(hello! i tot we’re celebrating seniors & not some idiot looking rappers. gosh n i strongly believe they r the crashers!) 
And allow me to personally thank my friends especially Oya & Fety who were genuinely concern of my condition. u guys came up 2 me without question, straight away lent me a hand…yes those r the spirits that i salute to…and to Anis, wat wld i do w/out u…funny thing was that she totally forgot about her mom’s precious silver tray and we had 2 drive all d way back 2 palmG, thank god t’was still there.hilarious! i think i witnessed too much last nite, from egocentrics to angels in disguise to a selfish hog to a hopeless romantic to Pussycat Dolls wanna-be’s… still, am glad it was a success although am patiently nursing my ankle blister(n my angry heart as well).am not sure now whether to hold a postmortem, i mean, let it be done n over with…
4 my-ever-so-understanding hubby, thank you so much! He’s been patient of my antics this week. he’s been helping me a lot…i love you more than ever…and i’m kinda missing my kids, Doughnut & Tyger, i know mommy has been very busy n got no time to play with d both of u, but remember u guys r d sunshine of my life… now am being so mushy…am sensitive & i like 2b dat way.
i therefore, let it off my chest… there u go, shoo! time 2 pull up my socks & rage… rage 4 assignments…
